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    for context: i wanted to put a pic of 2021 here, but the line's tooo slowww it got stuck few times so igaveup :'(



    Tinggal beberapa hari lagi sebelum tahun 2020 melabuhkan tirai. Secara jujurnya, bagi aku tahun ni berlalu dengan begitu cepat. Tapi rasanya tahun-tahun sebelumnya pun rasa macam tu jugak hahaha.

    Aku sebenarnya dah lama tak buat azam tahun baru. Sebab aku rasa useless sebab aku tak ikut pun huhu.

    Sebenarnya ada beberapa perkara aku nak selesaikan sebelum berakhirnya tahun 2020 ni. And I guess I shall list em down here.


    1. Giving back the money I owed my teachers.

    Okay cerita dia macam ni. Masa aku tingkatan 4 dulu, aku jadi bendahari kelas. So kenalah kutip duit untuk buku latihan setiap subjek kan. Nak dijadikan cerita, ada satu member aku ni dia belum pasti nak sambung kat sekolah tu atau pindah sekolah lain. Cikgu suruh dia takyah bayar dulu buku-buku tu. Nanti bila dah confirm, baru bayar.

    Tapi dia dah bayar duit tu kat aku masa tu. So aku simpankan je. Masalah timbul bila aku lupa terus kewujudan duit tu. Bila teringat, aku macam ehh haa esok aku bagi. Tapi sampai sudah tak bagi. Lepas SPM, aku re-organize my stuffs dan jumpa balik pencil case yang aku guna untuk simpan duit tu. Duit tu ada total untuk buku bio dan fizik. Pastu aku macam, omoo apa aku nak buat ni. Ingatkan nak bagi masa ambik result, tapi ya Allah guwe lupa. Asyik lupa je mampus aku.

    Sekarang ni, aku tak tahu nak bagi macam mana. Aku ni bukanlah pelajar yang baik sangat, tak femes and cikgu pun maybe tak kenal aku shhshs. Tak tahu nak start whatsapp macam mana.

    Tapi memandangkan mati itu pasti dan kita tak tahu bila, dan hutang tu adalah perkara yang serius, aku akan cuba usahakan jugak walaupun aaaaaaaa tacooodddd. Nanti mesti cikgu macam, "eh budak ni seriusla benda dah tiga tahun lepas dah" mesti kena kutuk auch

    On a serius note, hutang ni memang isu besar. Seorang syahid boleh terhalang daripada memasuki syurga kerana berhutang. Dalam Al-Quran pun ditekankan tentang hutang ni. Ayat terpanjang dalam Al-Quran adalah mengenai berhutang.


    2. Habiskan buku TBR

    Ada beberapa buku yang aku nak jugak habiskan tahun ni. Tapi mood membaca tersangatt ke laut buat masa ni.

    Enam Angka Menjelang Dua Puluh Lima oleh Azraei Muhamad




    Penulis ni, aku pertama kali kenal dekat Twitter. Dia share journey dia tentang saving and financial management, which is something yang aku rasa aku patut kuasai bagi menghadapi tahun baru yang baik.

    Buku ni sepatutnya bukan TBR, dia termasuk dalam kategori CR (current read) aku. Baru baca separuh, tu pun sebab masa tu Wifi rumah aku buat hal hahahas. Buku ni best bagi aku. The first financial book aku baca. Penceritaannya santai. Gaya bahasa mudah faham.

    Kalau korang rasa pengurusan kewangan korang teroks, aku memang recommend buku ni untuk beginner dan amateur macam aku ni. Bolehlah buat jadi motivasi dan kick-off to something bigger.

    Disclaimer : The author is not a financial guru.


    Dunia Tanpa Tembok II oleh Ayman Rashdan Wong



    Siri buku Dunia Tanpa Tembok ni sebenarnya ada tiga, setakat yang aku tahu. Aku dah baca yang pertama. Beli masa 10/10 sale kat Shopee. Penerbitnya The Patriots Publishing. The Patriots ni buku dia semua best-best. Setakat ni aku dah ada 5 buah buku under penerbitan ni.

    Siri DTT ni menceritakan pasal geopolitik, politik dunia dan hubungan antarabangsa. Tuan Ayman tu ialah seorang yang mahir dalam bidang ni. Best gila baca buku first tu. Kau akan rasa auto genius.

    Sebenarnya aku ada nak buat blog post tentang review buku DTT first tu tapi belum sempat. Tengoklah nanti kalau ada masa ahahah.


    Stranger than We Can Imagine:Making Sense of Twentieth Century oleh John Higgs



    Wait a minute yalls. Baru aku perasan yang ketiga-tiga buku ni bukanlah TBR list, tapi CR list. HAHAHAHAHA. Semuanya aku tengah baca. Aku sebenarnya tak suka baca satu buku separuh,then baca buku yang lain pulak. I like to focus on one book at a time tapi entahlah macam mana boleh jadi macam ni hshsh.

    Okay. Buku ni aku nampak banyak review bagus-bagus kat twitter dan Google. Aku beli kat bookexcess on Shopee. Murah je dalam belas-belas ringgit gitchew.

    Buku ni memang mindblowing gila nakmampus. Dia buat aku macam, "OMG BETUL LAA APA DIA CAKAP!"

    Don't worry yalls. Aku akan hadam buku ni sampai habis then buat review. But one thing for sure, buku ni recommended!

    Buku ni sebenarnya antara one of the books yang aku try beli untuk keluar dari comfort zone aku. Sebelum ni buku aku baca mesti semuanya pasal comedy, cinta (wekkk) and so on. Sekarang ni aku dah stop beli buku Melayu cintancintun tau hahahs. Moving on for greater good omputih cakap. Tapi betul apa. We should start reading books that can generate better thinking and ideas for a better future. Fuh


    3. Start A New Habit

    Habit yang aku nak start adalah:

    Mandi sebelum Subuh

    Tak tidur selepas Subuh

    Workout

    Solat Dhuha+Istikharah


    Aku dah try tau buat benda-benda ni. Kadang konsisten, kadang tak. So for the last days of 2020, aku harap aku boleh jayakan misi ni. Bermula esok! Yeayy! Pray for me gais hahahahahhah. Tidur lepas Subuh syokkk do.


    Untuk azam 2021, macam aku cakap di atas, aku dah lama tak buat azam tahun baru ni. So I'm still thinking wether I should do it or not.



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    Sesuai dengan tajuk, jadi apa yang aku nak tulis adalah tentang memori-memori aku bergelar pelajar universiti. Well secara jujurnya, tak dikira pelajar uni lagi memandangkan aku baru ambil asasi, iaitu pre-university. Jadi kiranya aku ni pelajar pra-universiti. Hmm

    Pendapat aku? 

    Best gila rupa-rupanya. Ingatkan belajar kat uni ni lagi paroks daripada belajar kat sekolah, but no. It's actually the opposite. Aku tak pasti adakah faktor subjek yang diambil ataupun Covid-19 (ODL) turut menyumbang dalam memudahkan pembelajaran, tapi yang pasti, setakat ni memang belajar syok gila.

    Subjek untuk sem ni aku ambil 5. Technical English, Islamic Studies, Structured Algorithms & Programming, Thinking Skills dan Chess (kokurikulum). 5 subjek ni adalah subjek wajib untuk September intake. Untuk Non-Muslim, diorang akan ambil Moral Studies. Secara konklusinya, subjek-subjek untuk sem ni memang paling senang untuk asasi. Semuanya subjek yang tak perlu banyak gunakan otak kecuali Programming tu. Subjek programming tu aku no comment. (baca:RIP)

    Aku suka gila subjek Islamic Studies (selain programming) sebab sir aku (sometimes kitorang panggil ustaz), suka bercakap pasal isu semasa dan dia tak fokus pada silibus tau. Ada 2 kelas setiap minggu, setiap kelas durasinya satu jam. Setiap kali kelas, sir mesti akan ada that one particular question yang buat kitorang dumbfounded. Contohnya antara soalan yang aku ingat, Who is Allah? Okay jujurnya yang lain aku tak ingat sebab aku tak catat  TT. Best gila dalam kelas ustaz walaupun kitorang tak tahu apa jawapannya. And at the end of the day, kitorang still tak tahu apa jawapannya sebab pattern ustaz, dia akan cakap and discuss je. Dia tak conclude tau >,<

    Dalam kelas aku, setakat yang aku kenal cuma ada Malaysians and one Indonesian guy named Gandewa. Tapi setakat yang aku kenal jelah sebab kitorang kan online masa class tak bukak cam tau sebab takut ganggu connection so tak berapa nak kenal semua orang.

    UTP? Oh UTP is such a niceeee place to go to. Mestilah aku cakap nice sebab aku belajar kat situ ekekkeke. Kalau aku belajar kat UMP pun aku cakap UMP nice :P

    Tapi seriously tau, best gila duduk UTP. The place is so dammmnn pretty tau. Petang-petang aku akan jalan-jalan around UTP. Sometimes dengan Nik, some other times aku jalan dengan Ainul K or Tiyah and Anas or sometimes aku jalan sorang-sorang je. 

    Adalah jugak beberapa kali aku bangun pagi lepas subuh, pergi jalan-jalan kat Oval Park untuk tengok sunrise. Best tau tapi sayangnya time aku rajin tulah matahari terlindung oleh awan :'( tak nampak sunrise manaa

    Makanan? 

    Nahh. The food here is nice, tapi somehow tak kena dengan taste bud aku. Deria rasa aku diajar sejak kecil untuk rasa pedas, rasa ikan singgang mak aku masak, air tangan mak aku, makanan Terengganu only. Jadi bila datang sini, aku macam teruja gila nak cuba ayam masak merah, ayam blackpepper apa semua tu tapi sumpah lain do rasa dia. Dia bukannya tak sedap, cuma memang lain di lidah aku. Member aku cakap sedap je. Haish sedih gila. End up aku banyak makan nasi goreng daripada nasi berlauk which isz so sadzz.

    Duit?

    Memandangkan aku dapat biasiswa, Alhamdulillah, so aku tak pernah mintak duit dengan umi aboh aku (setakat ni). Tapi well yall know me aku ni boros tau sejak pandai guna online banking and ada duit sendiri ni so ada that one time, bila dalam bank cuma tinggal RM 30 (omg!). Waktu ni time penghujung sem. Duit cash aku ada RM50, and masa ni tak tahu lagi nak balik dengan bas atau parents datang ambik. Jadi memang... Kau bayangkan, hidup aku selang-seli. Hari ni makan maggi, esok tak makan, lusa maggi lagi. Dang it patutlah tak cukup zat kurus kering aku.

    Masa tu rasa macam, Ya Allah bila nak balikk niii nak makan sedap-sedap nak makanan Terengganu omooo. Agak lama jugak aku melalui hari-hari sebegitu. Maybe dalam 2 atau 3 minggu?

    Alhamdulillah, hari-hari hitam dalam hidup aku dah berlalu. Now I'm back at home, eating delicious food everyday! My stomach is happier now!! =D

    Assignment banyak ke?

    Setakat ni, TAKK. Every subject cuma dapat 1 assignment individu dan 1 group assignment. Kecuali chess aku dapat 2 individual assignment.

    Ada apa kat Seri Iskandar?

    UTP ni kan, aku tak tahulah dia terletak dalam daerah mana. Tapi setiap kali aku shopping kat Shopee, aku just letak Seri Iskandar, Perak. Tapi aku tak yakin Seri Iskandar tu nama daerah tapi tak tahulah hmm. Anyway, ada beberapa kali jugaklah aku and the gang keluar jalan-jalan. Kitorang pernah pergi AEON Station 18 kat Ipoh. Honest opinion: tak banyak sangat stores so not recommended. Kat situ ada POPULAR, tapi entah kenapa sikit gila buku-buku dia. Tak penuh rak pun. Yang ada banyak pun buku dalam bahasa Cina. Kitorang ingat nak pergi kat Tidofish, not sure tempat apabenda tu, tapi dia baru bukak. Tapi kitorang tak sempat pergi tau sebab lepastu kes Covid naik dan Perak kena PKPB.

    Sebenarnya semasa PKPB, aku memang tak keluar pergi mana-mana pun walaupun lepas tu kawasan kitorang dah jadi zon hijau. Sebab, malas tau nak kena bayar Grab. Dah tu, Grab takleh masuk. Kena jalan pergi main gate, which, jauh gila dari village kitorang.

    Kat Seri Iskandar ni takde 7-Eleven tauu. Ada MyKori baru bukak, sempat la merasa sekali. Subway, KFC, McD tu ada je. Tapi banyak bangunan-bangunan yang kosong la. Tak tau bila tempat ni nak penuh dengan shops.







    Overall, my first sem was fun! Next sem kitorang akan belajar subjek Sains. Omoo eksaited gila aku! Tak sabar rasanya nak belajar fizik, math, chemistry semua tu. Next sem, kitorang sepatutnya ada lab tau. Masuk makmal, eksperimen apa semua tu. Lab coat dan goggle dah beli dah pun. Tapi sayangnya, untuk sem depan kitorang akan still belajar ODL. Dan untuk mereka yang dah pulang ke rumah, diorang takleh datang ke UTP sem depan sehinggalah diberitahu. Sem depan, hanya geng FYP dan geng yang tak siap lab je boleh datang. Others, stay at home.

    Aku tak tahulah result sem1 keluar bila. Nervouse teroks gak ni. Guys, pray the best for me okayy =D Thankiuu in advance >,<



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    Dijemput untuk join ya semua hikhikk :)



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    OMG! Disebabkan aku baru aktif balik dalam berblogging, ni adalah first try aku dalam blog giveaway. Fun fact : aku ada about two blogs before this one, tapi tak tahulah pergi mana wkwkwk. Either i deleted it or they're just lost somewhere :P




    Wait a minute. Macam mana nak buat backlink eh? HAHAHAHAHAHHA long time no blogging, become like this already.

    Okay dah tau dah hshshs.

    Mind you, hari ni ialah hari Jumaat terakhir dalam tahun 2020. I hated the fact that today I didn't do anything meaningful except for helping goreng ayam untuk majlis bersanding sepupu aku. Al-Kahfi pun lupa baca. Asyik duk tangguh-tangguh, last-last tak buat. Astaghfirullah.

    I think I started blogging lepas kenal honeykoyuki a.k.a. Fatin Liyana. Come on, sape tak kenal that famous pretty blogger-doctor-model tu. First time aku blogging, I made a blog to write novels. Oh God so cringey. I am definitely not a good writer, and that time around 2012/2013 I was only 10/11 years old, so can yall guess how cringey my books were? >,>

    The first chapter always started like this:

    Loceng berbunyi menandakan waktu rehat.



    omooo hahahhaha nubnya aku :P

    And I remember using my name but backwards, for the main character. Guess my name yall! hahhahaha what a nerd i was

    This blog, I remember starting it in 2014 i think, and i had pretty much a lot of posts before this, but I converted them into drafts because ohmygod, i am just so embarassseddd to see my younger self posting such childish posts.

    Wait a minute gais. This post is not my personal post. It shouldn't be in the first place bcs this one is a giveaway post. Eh hahahaha

    Anyway, do join this post yalls :=D


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    Siapa kat sini tak pandai manage duit? 




    Aku la tuuu hahahahahahahha.


    Ekceli, i was brought up in a family, which my mum always stress on the importance of financial management. She wouldn't buy anything unnecessary (unlike me). New phone? New watch? New purse? Hell no.

    Everytime i said my purse is old and i want to buy a new one, she would brag about her purse. She's been using it for almost 25 years now. She bought it with her first salary as a teacher. It is still fine and looks good.

    She started this new habit of saving RM 25 every week since three years ago. She told me she learnt it from a cleaner at her school. This cleaner always wears a new gold ring or bracelet everytime my mum saw her. Out of curiousity, she asked her how did she manage to buy those gold?

    the cleaner said, "Although my salary was little, but i disciplined myself to save RM5 per week. In a year or two, the savings will be enough for me to buy a new ring."

    My mum was so mesmerized  by this. She started saving every week for the purpose of my second sister's education. For me, she managed to save for 2 years, and guess what? The saving amounts up to RM1900 something! Omg i'm shocked!

    My mum taught me to not buy new clothes. Just wear the ones i already own. Don't buy too many books at once, babe you aint gonna read all of em. Tealive? Dahek. It tastes the same as RM2 tea peng you bought at the roadside. Why spend more, when you can spend less?

    When I was younger, I used to wonder why the hell people spend more than they can afford? People who has salary RM8000, went broke because they live a lavish lifestyle. Why can't they live normally, like B40? Who cares what others say?



    --------that was what i used to think when i was younger. 


    Now, enrolling into a university, got my hands on my own money (scholarship money), I realized that it is easier said than done. Tealive? I bought it because it's tasty...the pearl is so nyummmyyy..... White shirt? It was pretty, and i can't help it.... What about the three lipsticks you bought? And eye palette? Gurl you don't do makeup! Why???!!

    Okay. I bought the first lipstick because my friend was selling it. So it's sort of like, supporting member. The second lipstick is the lipstick that i like, plus it's on sale. And it comes package with free 1 lipstick and 1 black lipgloss. The other lip dessert from Beautyra is so pretty and has a nice smell and it was on sale during 11.11, so i gotta buy it.

    .

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    Oh my God. I am so sorry, dearest self. I'd never knew I could be so obsessed with sales and shopping.


    Wait i'll show you. 




    Did yall see my current bank account balance? Yeah it's depressing I know.

    What is making me more depressed is the fact that I spend about RM1000 for stuffs I don't need. Which is 1/3 from the scholarship money. I mean, this is not food guys. If it's food, I can consider it because humans need to eat in order to live, so okay. But what is this guys? What the hell am I seeing? What is it that I bought on Shopee? Oh God, I really need to sort out my life.

    The shopping thingy is also unexpected. It was separate shopping from my Shopee. I bought the stuffs through Telegram. Personal shopper and preloved things channel.


    Let me list them down here (shopping stuffs that are not bought from Shopee) :

    RM 38 - The Ordinary Glycolid Acid 7% Toning Solution
    (preloved, but it was used only once or twice). This one I actually use it once or twice a week, but it kinda burn my skin so I stop using it for now. I don't really understand skincare, but I heard exfoliating is good for your skin bcs it removes dead skin cell... I looked it up on Shopee and saw the price range for this stuff is usually around RM40-45 exclude postage so ummm can i consider it a bargain?

    RM 18 - Clinique mascara
    again, preloved item. I actually own one mascara+eyeliner from brand Pure Theory. Bought it with the usual PS I dealt with. The mascara is a big NO but the eyeliner part is quite nice for beginner like me. Tapi tak tahan lama. Cepat semenyeh(?) dan comot. Jadi jangan beli guys hahahaa. Clinique mascara ni best, senang dipakai, tak comot, tahan lama gak la. Aku baru pakai 2 3 kali, dalam bilik je pakai. Covid ni nak keluar pergi mana yalls. Dahlah banyak gila kes kat Perak. Tapi dia tak waterproof, tapi okay la. Yang part paling aku suka, dia tak jadikan bulu mata aku terlalu melentik dan lebat, sebab I hate that kind of look. Macam perempuan belen hahahahahahahaha.

    Oh wait. You guys want pictures? Jap aku cari gambaq

    credit : Google


    RM40 - Zarzou BHS
    credit : Google


    Preloved. There's still a LOT left. Do yall know how much BHS usually cost? RM59 exclude postage. So this one is REALLY A BARGAIN. Seller ni pos sekali dengan kotak and card Zarzou, and it is so pretty. Dah lama aku usyar Zarzou BHS ni, tapi tulah takde duit. Tapi sekarang diorang ada keluarkan produk baru. Zarzou RSS. Tergoda jugak tengok RSS tu. Aku guna BHS ni every day and night, after pakai toner. Haritu aku ada baca, nak pakai BHS ni kena guna sunscreen after that sebab BHS ada bahan yang emm apa entah tapi kena pair dengan sunscreen la. Kulit aku jenis normal to dry. Kadang-kadang ada jerawat naik. Tapi banyak parut gak kat muka aku ni sebab masa kecik aku buas. So far, aku tak tahu apa effect BHS kat muka aku HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA 
    (baca : rip money RM40)
    Tapi masa bangun tidur tu, if malam tu aku pakai, bangun tidur tu jadi macam wah bercahaya Nur seperti baru sudah mengaji 30 juz gitchew ahhahahaha. Aku baca, dia bagus untuk parut. Maybe kena lebih konsisten kut. Dan sabar menunggu result.

    ~Consistency is key~

    RM10 - NZ Crunchies

    credit : Google

    ni member aku jual. Besar lah bagi aku untuk harga RM10. Aku beli perisa cheese. Tak tahulah berapa banyak jumlah perisa yang ada. Tapi bagi aku biasa je. Aku lagi suka jenis yang cheese pedas-pedas gitu. Yang ni, cheese dia kurang umphh. Not gonna repeat. Tapi kawan aku suka je. Dia siap repeat hokayy. Taste orang lain-lain kan hehe.


    RM25 - sunscreen APieu
    credit : Google

    ada banyak colour dan jenis. Aku beli warna biru turquoise tu. Lisa guna yang warna pink. Pink ni tekstur dia matte and bau wangi gila. Perfect untuk yang suka mekap sebab ada toning effect (dahek is that idk. lisa told me)
    Beli kat grup telegram preloved, tapi entah kenapa dia sampai kat tangan aku dengan berbalut kemas plastik tu. Best la pakai. Sejuk je. Aku tengok review pun macam okay. Reason aku beli sebab aku baru tahu 3W sunscreen yang aku guna selama ni ada satu bahan yang boleh mengganggu hormon dalam badan. So it is understandable sebab kita perlukan sunscreen untuk terus hidup okayy



    RM35 - Cosrx Galactomyces 95 Tone Balancing Essence

    credit : Google

    Aku tak tahu fungsi mende ni. Aku beli sebab aku belum ada toner. Maklumlah, beginnero amateuro. Preloved. Tapi still ada banyak gila left. Tapi sekarang, aku dah ada beli Hada Labo Hydrating premium Lotion masa sale 11.11 aritu so dah tak guna yang ni. So ummmm it's a waste of money, yes. Do you guys know what this stuff helps with? If yall don't mind, drop your thoughts in the comment section okayyy.


    RM20 - a white shirt

    Preloved. Bought from the same seller yang jual Clinique mascara tu.  Lawa gila namateyy. I think it's from some brand at Zalora. Lupa brand apa malas nak tengok. Gambar pun malas nak ambil. Belum guna lagi, tapi dah try it on. Labuh sampai ke betis sebab aku pendek orangnya. So this one's a bargain hehe. Approved!

    RM23 - 2 shawls from @ellohijabshq

    Shawl satin matte code Mint dan Chipsmore. Masa ni diorang tengah buat sale, sebab tu murah gilaaa. Aku memang pengguna tegar shawl satin matte ellohijabs sebab best gila material dia. Kalau nak beli, boleh beli dengan I okayy sebab I pun dah jadi dropship diorang hehehehehehe. 

    haaaa tunggu apaa lagii follow la igshop saya : @scarves.gojes

    RM20 - Anthem by HLovate

    credit : Google

    preloved book. Korang tahu tak sekarang ni buku-buku HLovate dah tak dipublish dah. So harga dia mahal gila namatey. Aku tengok kat Shopee, orang jual preloved harga RM80-100. Tak masuk akal kan! Aku dah laamaaa cari buku HLovate, so this one is truly a bargain!! Best gila buku Anthem wehhh omgg

    RM23 - AIMIZZ Shawl in code purple from @theheartscarves


    Ni kawan aku jual. She started her own tudung brand. Well takdelah famous macam Duck or Tudungpeople tapi it's big enough for me! Her tudung is so lawaa that's why i have to buy it!! Nak beli? Beli dengan I hikhik. 

    Macam biasa : @scarves.gojes



    Okay aku rasa tu jelah yang aku shopping not through Shopee. Yang Shopee pun ada hikhik tapi aku dah tak sanggup nak list down tau. rasa macam useless gila hidup aku ni. How could I shop till I drop?! Patutlah hidup aku dipenuhi dengan makan biskut cicah milo je akhir-akhir ni. Padan muka huhuhu. Can't remember the last proper meal I had. Oh wait. It was yesterday. 

    Yesterday ada majlis bacaan yasin dan solat hajat sempena our final week. So the masjid gave out nasi minyak, mineral water and an apple. And I had never felt so kenyang like that, since like, forever.

    Hahahaha chill guys. As long as I'm alive, then it's okay i guess. Sekarang ni tengah study week, three days to go until our first Extended Assignment. Kat UTP, we don't have finals since Covid, kitorang ganti dengan Extended Assignment. Basically, we have 24 hours to finish our assignment but the assignemnt will be so badass huhuhu. :'( tacoooddd



    Do pray for us guys =D

    *and my bank account too



    Another thing. How do you guys manage your money? Any tips or tricks? Today i listened to a podcast about financial management, by a guy called FinancialGory. Yall can find him on twitter and ig : @azraeimohamad

    It was really refreshing. He set aside 10% of his money every time he gets (salary, allowance) since he was  a kid. And now, he has more than RM100 000! Cool!



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    Nik (my rumet)'s birthday was yesterday, on 30th November. Officially 18, huh?

    I haven't told you about her, right? Well, she was the schoolmate of Z and Syu. Syu lepak at our room everyday, and she was hella fun kinda girl. Her roommate went home, so she often come to our room.

    I don't really know what to talk about Nik, but she was SOOO NICE. Her mummy was nice, and she has a cat named JJ. JJ doesn't come home for days now, and this is the first time he did that. Yesterday, Nik videocalled her mummy and i heard her crying because of JJ.

    If I am to be honest, the worst part of me is that i am so not good at listening. or comforting people. I'm not a good listener.

    Yesterday night, Nik almost went to bed early. She said that was because she ate medicine. 

    My housemates and I actually planned a little celebration for her. We wanted it to be a surprise, so we didn't talk about it. We bought a Lotus Biscoff cake (i always wanted to try this cake but it was too price. Nik once said she wanted it too) and two medium sized pizzas and a bottle of pepsi. (i don't really drink carbonated drink, but sokay this one is a pass).

    What we planned was, we would wait at the table down at the ground below. Then at 12 o'clock, i would whatsapp Nik.

    Happy birthday Nik :)

    Tengok kat bawah.


    If Nik peeked through the window besides her study desk, she would see us.

    We wanted to celebrate outside of the house because we want to take pictures. During Mira's birthday celebration before this, we celebrated it in the house and yeah, we didn't take any pictures and that was so sad :'(

    But uh we found out Nik's schoolmates wanted to celebrate it too. And at the table down there, too. 

    We all are shy shy cat girls, therefore we didn't want to celebrate it together. We thought of waiting after Nik had done celebrating it with her friends, but then Syu persuaded us and we ended up celebrating it together.

    Yeah guess it guyss. Hehe. Ofcourse Z was there, too :)

    No lah. I've gotten over him already. I am that type of person, yup. Today I am so head over heels for him, the next day I already forgot about my feelings.

    But actually there's still a part of stubborn me that is still in love with him hshshshs. He is cute, so gorgeous he reminds me of Nam Do-san when he was wearing specs.

    That's another thing. I realized I've been crushing on guys with spectacles all my life. Okay this one is funny.

    It was good anyway. The celebration feels good. Although at first we were so awkward, but Wan (her schoolmate) is such a talky guy. He eased up the strange vibe, and we felt good.


    We went back to our rooms around 1.30 omg that's quite long hours we spent.



    Sidenote : I didn't even talk to Z that night. Didn't even dare to look him in the eye as i was afraid of menggelabah and being the stupid fool me again.


    I swear he is so cute.

    May God hide this blog from the people who knows me. I can't bear to face the embarassment. :P



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    Aku tahu benda ni macam bodoh bunyinya. No offense, tapi memang bodoh. Masa aku tengah tulis benda ni, perasaan aku bercampur sebab rasa macam ehh bodohnya akuu hishh. HAISHHH

    Okay. Jadi memandangkan aku mula belajar pada era covid, kitorang memang takde face-to-face class sampai sekarang. Just online classes je. Sebenarnya, kalau ikutkan perancangan awal uni, ada kelas face-to-face untuk lab programming pada Minggu Ke-6, tapi seminggu sebelum tu, ada sorang student yang disahkan positif covid. Jadi f2f tu terpaksa ditangguhkan. Lepas macam dah reda, covid pun berkurang, diorang plan nak buat f2f minggu keberapa entah. Tapii lepas tu ada staf pulak yang disahkan positif. Last-last, memang cancel terus kelas f2f tu hahahaha.

    During classes, kitorang memang tak bukak kamera sebab mengambil kira internet connection kat tempat pelajar-pelajar lain dan pensyarah. Some of us stay at UTP, some went back to their home. Pensyarah semuanya kena WFH. Cuma untuk certain circumstances, contohnya test, kitorang akan bukak webcam dan masa tulah baru macam, "ooo ni ke classmate aku" "oo dia nilah ng ehh" gitchewww

    nak dijadikan cerita, there's this one guy >,< ofc it's a guy duhh. his name issss ok im not gonna tell ya. Let's name him Z. Z ni selalu satu group dengan aku. Coincidence okayy sebab group tutor eng ngan dte project diassign oleh lecturer. Tapi group lab programming tu memang kebetulan sama sebab yang tu boleh pilih nak group apa. 

    Start chat kat Whatsapp sebab nak tanya dia nama penuh apa. Aku dulu yang tanya, memandangkan aku setiausaha untuk projek DTE. Aku tanya dengan nada professional okayyyy (wkwkwkwkw) tapi dia balas memang sempoii gila hahahshshs macam dah kenal lama. First impression aku macam "eh hahaha budak ni mesti jenis suka hiburkan orang"

    okay habis kat situ je conversation. Lepas tu aku perasan dalam grup kelas, dia selalu gak respon. Biasanya Shane (class rep) yang menghidupkan grup tu, then dia (Z) antara yang respon. 

    Next conversation, masa lab 1 programming. Masa tu aku ada tanya kat grup tutor programming camne diorang buat, then dia jawab sebab dia punya soalan sama macam aku punya. Aku pun pm dia nak mintak tengok camne dia buat sebab output soalan tu panjang gila. Lagilah masa tu kena buat handwritten. Mampus aku nak salin output panjangg camtu.

    Lepas tu kitorang memang sembang pasal lab (sebab dia bijakk gila TT). Ada one time tu kitorang sembang sampai around pukul 1 or 2 pagi. Sometimes ada jugak sembang pasal hal lain. Dia selalu online sekejap-sekejap sebab main game katanya.

    Aku ni soft girl, tahu takk. Aku macam walaupun tak kenal, tapi macam hm kiyut la dia ni ehhehe. WHAT THE HECKK GURLL dont judge me i'm stuwwpid i know. 

    Semalam, masa aku nak pergi dinner dengan rumet ngan kawan rumet aku, aku jumpa dia. No sebenarnya Z tu schoolmate dengan diorang, so diorang ajak Z lepak dinner sekali. So kitorang pun dinner lah satu meja.

    JUST SO YOU KNOW, I AM A VERYYY SHYYYY INTROVERTTT GIRLLL. SO GUESS WHAT HAPPEN?


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    nothing happens laa ahahhahha

    okay i bought revive drink bottle sebab actually nak beli lassi, tapi ramai sangat orang beratur so beli air kat mart jelah. Aku makan roti nan cheese, and bila nak minum air, aku nak bukak la bottle cap tu tapi tak boleh sebab yelah tangan kotor kan. Mintak tolong member aku pun dia takleh buat ahhahshs. So penyelesaiannya aku pun bangun la nak pergi basuh tangan kat sinki. Bila balik kat meja tu, aku nak bukak cap ehh dah terbukak. Aku tak syak apa-apa, terus minum ehhee.

    Sambil aku minum, barulah aku macam EHHH SAPE YANG TOLONG BUKAK NI? TAK MUNGKIN MEMBER AKU SEBAB TANGAN DIA KOTOR GAKK HISHSHSSHSH 

    Z makan pakai sudu, so hmmm omggg butterflies running in my stomach!

    Aku still simpan botol revive tu wkwkwk. It's just my assumption that it might be him yang tolong bukakkan cap. But I swear i dont wanna know the truth hehehe

    On the way back to our room, rumet aku, Nik, cerita la yang Z ni ada girlfriend (WHATT?!!). "Actually dia takde girlfriend pun, cuma macam skandal la zaman sekolah dulu. Tapi Z tak deny pun hehehe"

    Hati aku broken to pieces tau masa ni. 

    Sampai kat bilik, dengan kuasa seorang perempuan, aku stalk ig mamat tu and the so-called-his-scandal. Okay she's so pretty and sporty. I know that Z dulu seorang ketua rumah sukan kat sekolah, that means he is sporty. The opposite of me. And that girl punya dp looks like she belongs to the sporty cool hot girls category. So glad dia tak belajar kat sini hshshsh. She currently studies at UPM, which is also top university, which means that she isn't just sporty. She is also brilliant at academics, which, again, i am not. That's like, a thousand reasons to like her and not to like me :'(

    I slept early last nite bcs of the depression I brought upon myself. And today, I can't seem to get anything done. Aku luahkan kat twitter personal aku, watched movies and kdramas but all the time, i cant seem to focus. HIS NAME IS WRITTEN ON MY LOVELY BRAIN SO HOW DO I STAY FOCUSED?

    Penat gila hidup gini. Rasanya ni first time aku broken, THIS BROKEN. Few months ago, i got my heart broke by my old crush (it was so messed up that time). He was getting married.oh god. Did i have too many crushes? hahahahah that one was an old one, so not valid. He was 4 years older than me, my senior back in high school. I dont wanna talk about him bcs he's already married. Plus, he didn't even knew my existance.

    Anyway, I wrote this on my blog because I thought it would help me to clear up my mind. If not much, a little bit should be okay. I just hate feeling this way, because he obviously didnt feel the same about me. I apparently know he didnt even save my number (even after we talked quite a number of times). Not that i save his, anyway. I dont like saving people's numbers.

    Looks like this entry is coming to an end. Please pray for my love life (wkwkw) and my study since next week will be our last week of attending classses. Then, there will be study week and after that, EA week. Our finals for this sem. Please pray for our success! Thankiuu!



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    PKPB in all states in Peninsular Malaysia was announced in the afternoon on 7th November. My friends and I discussed on whether or not we should go home. I called my mum and asked her if i should go home since we all know that PKPB would definitely be extended, not just for 4 weeks. We talked for some time and decided I was better off staying in campus for the sake of my extended assignment (EA. replacement for final). 

    Syakir's mum told him to go home. That left only three of us (schoolmates). 

    The next day, I wanted to clear up my mind. After subuh, my roommate and her friend and I went cycling near Oval Park (located beside the main gate). We wanted to watch sunrise, but couldn't since the sun was behind the cloudy clouds. anyway we had fun forgetting all the troubles Covid-19 had caused us. It was a nice, relaxing moment.

    As we were on the way to our room, we received notifications coming from Outlook. We checked it up. It was an email from UTP Covid Response Team.

    It stated in the e-mail to notify that UTP will be closed, and students are encouraged to go home, and if we decided to stay, it would be fine but room adjustments might be done. 

    Panic. 

    If we are encouraged, then that means situation is worse than what we expected and we definitely should go home.

    Currently there's a lot of rising cases in Perak, and we aren't happy about it.

    I decided to ask my friends again. The only thing that's bothering me from going home is no other than the assignments. Yes I could've Google Meet or whatsapp my friends to ask about study, but to what extent? The best thing to do when I couldn't understand a topic is to ask directly in front of their face.

    Bus tickets are selling out. Time is running low. Panic panic panic.

    I was so miserable. After cycling, I turned off my phone and slept. I didn't want anyone asking me anything. I didn't want to hear one more people saying he or she will go home. 

    Once I has waken up, I turned on the phone and saw Wafiy's message. He said his mum told him to go home, and his dad will be picking him up. 

    Ah. What a mess. 

    I asked Ainul. She decided to stay. So I decided to stay, too.

    We knew what it meant to stay for PKPB. It means more than 4 weeks. It means the probability of us not seeing our family until next year is high. It means we're gonna spend our sem break here, trapped in this place.

    My housemates all decided to stay (again, for the sake of EA. Because studying alone is damn hard). Oh wait. Three people went home. Nad, tiyah and anas.

    Since it's gonna be PKPB and it would be hard to go out, Mira and I went to Billion Supermarket after Zuhr and it was loaded with people. Not a surprise anyway. We bought groceries for five of us. Rice, flour, eggs, perencah Maggi cukup rasa, potatoes and onions and other stuffs to feed us for the next rough, upcoming days.

    Yesterday was a total mess for me. I felt miserable all day. I couldn't focus on anything. I went cycling again in the afternoon after asr. But the weather was harsh yesterday. There was lightning and dark clouds and raining a little.

    I went to Masjid An-Nuur for Maghrib and Isyak, since you know. It would be the last time before PKPB. And who knows when is it going to end?


    the beauty of Masjid An-Nuur. it is usually open for public, but since it's covid.... so yeah. not open for now





    Although I'm reallyyyyy sad, but i know this is what we called jihad (i think laa hahahaha). Jihad is tuntutan dalam agama, and Allah will definitely reward us for our jihad.

    May Allah ease.



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    I got a confession to make. 

    I don't remember since when did i became so anxious and shy around boys. The level of anxiety is just a lil bit too much to bear. I was an easygoing type of person, well, at least, i used to be. Now I don't even know where did that younger me go. 

    Since when did this happen? 

    This is the question that has kept me awake in my dream for some time now. 

    And not just that. I also got scared of asking questions in class, scared of speaking up my opinion for the fear of people. I don't know. This is so confusing. All my life I remember me being so enthusiastic in class, asking every single point I don't understand, arguing on my stand. 

    Even to write this, it feels so complicated. Like one long thread tangled to another. To untangle it is hard, the end doesn't seem near. 

    I was chosen the secretary for one of the group project this sem. It wasn't because i'm good at it or anything (bcs i'm not even good at secretary-thingy). It's just because the leader asked for name suggestion and my friend said my name without my approval. T^T   Then poof! I'm the secretary. One of the HICOM. High committee. 

    When the hicom members went for a meeting, i was the only girl in the group, and trust me, i can't even speak properly!! What I did was only nod, said "i agree", and "yes". I really hated myself at that time, but i just can't for the sake of this anxiety.

    Tell me what should i do.

    The language barrier doesn't help either. I came from Terengganu, and have lived there my whole life, so i only got myself to blame for not being able to speak in KL dialect. I tried. I swear I tried. But talking in KL informally is just SO HARD.

     At times like this when I fail to like myself, I just hate it. I hate myself, hate people, hate meetings, and my younger self. I didn't know what I did wrong. How did I grow up to be someone I don't even like. 

    Swear I don't know what to do. It's just so frustrating.



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    topic about programming so that it will be nice to me since i talk about it hehe:)



    no really, programming pls be nice



    Aku tak pernah tahu aku akan suka perkomputeran (programming). Sebelum ni aku ingat bidang ni adalah satu bidang yang kompleks, hanya orang genius dan betul-betul minat je boleh ngam dengan bidang ni.

    Tapi macam mana kita nak tahu kita minat atau tak kalau kita tak pernah cuba?

    hehe

    Semester ni, aku ambil 4 subjek dan satu subjek kokurikulum. Jumlah : 5 subjek. Antaranya, Structured Algorithm and Programming. Awal-awal aku ingat susah gila tapi sebenarnya, walaupun susah, tapi benda ni sangat menarik. Setiap kali programming code berjaya run dengan baik, aku rasa macam nak makan aiskrim Magnum untuk celebrate. Rasa je la. Mampus bankrap aku kalau nak celebrate dengan Magnum. Kat sini mart ada jual aiskrim. Tapi biasalah, overpriced. 

    Satu hal yang tak berubah, respect aku terhadap manusia bergelar programmer. Kerjaya. Software developer. App creator. Macam mana diorang boleh run code yang panjang berjela dengan berjaya? How do they live with those codes, like, the codes are crazy kut!! Soalan aku suku kertas A4 pun empat puluh kali aku run code, baru menjadi.

    Mari aku cerita pasal programming. Aku belajar Python punya code. Untuk beginner, boleh belajar guna code Python. So far, lecturer aku cakap this one is the easiest if compared to other programming languages. I think I could agree.

    To start, you can watch Youtube videos here :

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBxCHonP6Ro&app=desktop


    Link Python compiler online free  , you can try this. I like using this one :

    https://repl.it/languages/python3


    You can try download Pycharm, but I don't really like it because it's kinda messy. Repl.it is better.

    Basically, it is something like this;


    num1 = int(input("Enter number : "))

    num2 = int(input("Enter number 2 : "))

    if (num1 < num2) :

      print("Number ",num1, "is smaller than ", num2)

    elif (num1 > num2) :

      print("Number ",num1, "is larger than ", num2)

    else :

      print("Number ",num1, "is equal to ", num2)




    In the future, everything will be about technology and digital industry. Malaysia has the best talents, but we fail to recognize the potential in our people. If we could develop these talents and make the best out of them, we can be one of the leading countries in technology. Trust me guys. We have the idea, we have the talent. The only thing we lack is the resource and full utilisation of the talents.

    We couldn't appreciate enough of their talent. That's why young people prefers to work oversea. Their creativity and skills are much better appreciated. People recognize their talent, and give them opportunities to spread their wings.

    I hope to see Malaysia's leading in the technology race in the future. 2020 is only a few months left, and there goes our Wawasan 2020. What a funny thing because what I expected 2020 to be is flying cars, robots as servants in the houses and buildings. But in reality, it is a horror. People losing jobs, their beloved ones, hungry kids on the street, parents gave up their baby as they cannot afford to raise them properly, people die of hunger, doctors and medical practitioners sacrificed their lives for patients.

    Come on, Malaysia. We can do this. We can get rid of Covid-19 and get back on our feet. 

    IR 4.0



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    programming is exciting, but it gives me stress i almost go crazy and throw my laptop out of window but i didn't because laptop is so mahalzz


    Dulu, masa awal-awal blog ni ditubuhkan, aku seorang student. Budak mentah. Tahun ni aku masih lagi bergelar student, tapi di peringkat berbeza. Level up sikit. Student universiti. Hahaha.

    10 September 2020, tarikh aku mendaftarkan diri di UTP. Universiti swasta. Tak pernah terfikir pun akan masuk kat universiti yang bagi aku a lil bit(not really a bit, a lot actually) berprestij. No aku tak kaya. I wan't born with a golden spoon in my mouth. Tak susah either. Just so-so family background. Aku dapat scholarship, Alhamdulillah. Rezeki. Tak sangka jugak.

    First impression aku pasal UTP, is that it is a very secular university (no offense). A place where people don't care about religion, partying all night on weekends, no boundaries between a guy and a girl, solat ke laut etc. Okay. This is my first impression, based on stories I read and heard from friends and seniors. 

    Ok before I dig deeper into my random thoughts tonight, aku nak cerita pasal UTP. I don't know if you guys know, but it is located in Seri Iskandar, Perak. Seri Iskandar ni is a place yang jalan raya sangat lengang, empty building shops, banyak tasik (my mum told me kat sini dulu banyak tasik bijih timah ?), jalan tak ada traffic lights blablabla. Pendek kata, memang kosong la Seri Iskandar ni. Yang bestnya, Ipoh. Ipoh ada banyak benda. Tapi sebab Covid-19, aku baru pergi sekali haritu. AEON Station 18. Dengan member-member.

    sidenote : AEON Station 18 is nice, but not really since POPULAR Bookstore tak ada banyak buku :'(  i mean, whyyyyyy


    UTP is a BIG HUGE GIGANTIC university, at least for me. From the main gate nak ke Village (residential village, accommodation for students), jauh gila. Haritu aku nak ambil barang kat main gate (since dia tak bagi j&t masuk sebab dia cuma allow PosLaju je masuk, which is idk whyyyy), aku pinjam basikal member kepada roommate aku, 20 minit pergi balik. Since aku dah biasa dengan berbasikal sebab kat rumah selalu naik basikal, hence it was not really tiring for me. But there's this one time, on my second day in UTP, ada parcel sampai kat main gate, aku dan Ainul beli webcam sebab camera laptop kitorang huduh gila hahahahahaha. Masa tu, kitorang second day di UTP, tak kenal jalan lagi. So kiranya macam nak uni tour laa gitu, kitorang jalan-jalan dari village, lalu ikut village 1, then ke chancellor hall yang sangat cantik, then baru pergi ke main gate dan lalu la dekat Masjid An-Nuur yang so prettyy.


    IRC. Information Resource Centre. in other words, library :) located opposite of Chancellor Hall. so big, has an elevator. total level is around 5 or 6.


    credit : google

    Chancellor Complex. It's even prettier at night



    my room when i first stepped into it. Village 4 looks like this. There's 6 villages in total, and each of them is designed differently.

    credit source : google
    Masjid An-Nuur. We got Pusat Islam An-Nuur as well, but it was so berhabuk and i'd never seen anyone enter it so far.



    We took around 1 hour and half to get to the main gate and back to our village. It was SO TIRING but WORTH IT because we got the webcam and the view is so stunning. 

    In UTP, we have this big park called Oval Park. Ada tasik besar kat situ, I think it is an artificial lake btw, we can lepak and hang out there because it was a nice place to hang out. The sunset is very pretty. In short, everything is so pretty about UTP except the distance.

    Okay let's get back onto the track. Like i said, my first impression wasn't pretty. Too much secularism. I came from a religious school background, so there's this anxious feeling in my heart that I'm afraid to voice out. I am not a religious person (my school is though ahhahaha). I am just a normal person, who, well, kinda play around a lot. Aku bukan seorang yang berjiwa kental, iman aku rapuh. I know. Aku sangat-sangat takut kalau aku terjebak dengan kejutan budaya. Culture shock. That's scary.

    I've had nightmares that I would come back home with no hijab, free hair, rambut berkarat, miniskirt, hidung bertindik. No offense. But that really scares me.

    But life really tricks me. Kat sini, ada banyak persatuan yang mendorong pelajar untuk mengejar akhirat, contohnya Rakan Masjid. And the seniors here are very, i would say, religious. Some of the seniors I met. Not all, but many. Some of them wear tudung even bigger than mine. Some of them also confessed, they weren't like this before. They came from an urban family background, play music, dance at school and all. But they found peace here. They found their way back to Islam :)

    Every Thursay night, there would be an online meeting conducted via Microsoft Teams to recite Surah Al-Kahfi together. 10 ayat terawal dan 10 ayat terakhir. For whoever who want to join. It really hit me hard. Makes me think over again and again. I couldn't even practice reading Al-Kahfi on Thursday night at home, and here I am, feeling so much better than others. Feeling holier-than-thou. Astaghfirullah.

    This one housemate of mine colours her hair with perang colour, and once I felt weird when I saw her for the first time. But then I discovered she went to the Masjid An-Nuur, something not many people do because it is a long walk. I felt guilty. When I first met her, no I didn't think bad of her, but you know, there's this feeling of like, em, idk. Still feel guilty though.

    Here in UTP, I learnt to appreciate all those times when I read the Quran, perform sunat prayers in my secondary school (which I didn't appreciate before. I hated it). To be able to read Quran, is like a blessing. It feels so different than the times I read it in school. It feels like, peace. Calming. So much of a bliss. Blessed. 

    No I didn't feel this way before in school. At school, I didn't hate it. I just feel like rebelling because the rules are so strict. It was a routine that repeats every day. No time to play around (although we did play around anyway). People threw cynical looks at you if you are a troubled student. The student who would sleep in every mengaji class, in every perhimpunan, the one who didn't pay attention in Quran classes.

    It feels good to feel like this reading Al-Quran. I didn't feel forced. I feel happy doing it. Although there's also this feeling of regretting a bit. I regret not spending my 5 years in school studying more about Islam, practicing my religion properly and appreciate my time there.  I could've spent the time better, and thinking about that makes me sad.

    on another note : I think I was really a.... uh oh never mind.


    I just finished reading Anthem, a novel by Hlovate, and there's this quote that stuck in my head.

    "Islam tu bukan hak orang yang sekolah agama atau golongan-golongan tertentu je. Ingat tu. Islam tu hak sekalian alam. Do not let others tell you otherwise. Ever. It is yours as much as it is theirs."


    Coming from a religious background, I am not ashamed. But I just couldn't be proud of it. Another reason why I like my identity to be anonymous. I am a Muslimah, but I am not really a good one. I am trying, but it is hard. To carry the name of a Muslimah and Hafizah, it is a huge responsibility. My attitude reflects my religion. If people knows I come from religious school, and a hafizah at that, I am afraid all my actions will get judged. Can't help it. I know it's wrong to judge a book by its cover, and it is even wrong to judge Islam by Muslims' actions. Islam is perfect, but Muslim is not. We are all humans at the end of the day, and we can't help but do sins. As long as we are trying to be better each day, inshaa Allah, it will be okay. 

    Allah pandang usaha, bukannya hasil. Let's keep trying.

    Seorang Muslim harus berpegang bahawa dia pada hari ini lebih baik daripada semalam.


    This is so random. Anyway, let's pray for Covid-19 to be gone from this world. Let's pray the best for Malaysia.


    #StaySafe




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